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Honoring Asclepius

Today I am thankful for Asclepius. 

I owe money to starving children in the major metro area due to his intervention. 

My aunt had her third surgery in less than a week. 

Everyone was freaking out. 

They thought she was dying. 

They called Siegfred as a last resort. 

She couldn't move.  They said it would be a one hour surgery.  Six hours later, I get a call from another aunt freaking out. 

One hour after I lit the candle, I received word that she was okay.

*****

I had a cousin dying of cancer. 

I did a ritual to the son of Apollo. 

He was cured. 

He had stage four cancer that spread to various organs in his body.  They removed several lymph nodes.  He was told that he three months to live. 

He was thirty and had two daughters.  One was two at the time and the other was four.

Now, he's healthy and he's wasting his precious gift of life by running for office....as a Demoncrat! 

I still don't regret praying for him.   

*****

Last night, the Mormons in my family begged me to light a candle. 

I did. 

In my meditation, I saw the bones in my aunt's back stabilize. 

It was a miracle my family members said. 

In my meditation, I heard a voice directing me to give healthy food to the food bank in order to feed the starving children in my area. 

Apparently, no one donates fruit. 

Okay....I'll do that. 

*****

Of course, now I'm an evil heathen. 

Everyone wants to burn the witch until they need her to cast a spell for one of them!!! 

Love ya,

S. 

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