Today I think I am thankful for my ex's admissions of guilt.
So, my ex wants to stay married.
The county court sent me a letter stating that if we don't come to an agreement by the end of September, they will throw out my divorce action and I will have to start over!
Damn them....
What is the judge trying to do? Get me killed???!!!
I'll just mosey on over to Facebook and tell my Senator and Congressperson.
They know me.
They know about the stalking.
They believe the liberal divorce laws, the police state, and battered women shelters will keep me safe.
My ass.....
Let's see what they have to say about learning the truth!!!
Can a judge do that?
What will the Mayor do when my friends point out that the police knew I was being stalked yet did NOTHING?
If I am murdered at this point in my life, it will be a major news story. The Mayor and I used to argue at debates and in the papers. It was funny the way the press pitted us against each other.
It was a little unfortunate. The mayor isn't exactly as out of touch as they portray him. He had the right attitude about it. Reporters are going to say what they are going to say. Just look good for the cameras and be personable. It worked for him. He won the election!!
I am a second amendment activist. People know who I am. They know that I say that criminals will not obey laws while average citizens, just like me, do. I can't afford the taxes on gun ownership. My stalker doesn't care about paying them. Shannon has a gun. I do not.
I'd hate to die in order for people to finally understand my point.
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What will the congress lady from the district over do when my friends point out that her antics cost me the ability to own a gun?
She'd best pray that Shannon doesn't shoot me.
I did what I could to stall the congress lady's recall bid. I'm too busy dealing with the stalking to hold it off any longer. I think my buddies are ready to go and I cannot stop them this time. I'm too busy trying to deal with an ignorant court.
I'm not sure I'd want to stop them now. No one is looking out for the victims of crime.
Maybe it is high time to fight back.
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Why can't my ex and I come to an agreement?
Well, first he won't communicate. It is hard to come up with anything when one party sits there crying, fussing, and feeling sorry for himself.
There are a couple of outstanding issues, too.
At issue is that 60% of our retirement accounts are missing. If I have to live in poverty, I could possibly deal with that.
The issue I can't cave on is my ex's demand that I cook dinner for him every Sunday night, every Christmas, and every Thanksgiving. The mediator loved that idea. I didn't. It ended up in the agreement anyway.
He also wants to pick the kids up from school every day and visit with them in our home.
He also says that I cannot have a new partner as per this agreement.
That is where I draw the line. He can suck rocks.
Baloney, there is no divorce agreement that will force me to stay celibate for any ex.
I think my ex is jealous of my friend. He makes me feel loved. When I think of him I swear that I feel and look ten years younger than usual. I'm glowing.
I AM NOT going to give up this beautiful feeling for any idiotic ex.
I am NOT kidding.
There are days when I think if I pretended to be having an affair, he'd divorce me without question.
How does one fake an affair without risking another person to the whim and whimsy of a stalker?
I guess I could print off pictures of random strangers from other countries and spread them around the house to throw my ex off the trail.
Yeah...yeah....me and....uh.....Raphael Roberto Chan are doing biblical things....yeah....yeah....that's the ticket!!
That probably won't fly very far, huh?
Besides, lying.....well lying is what pissed me off in the first place. I probably shouldn't stoop to his level.
The truth would hurt him much worse than the lie. That said, it would be hard for he or members of his family to stalk a fictional character.
Maybe he'll find a new woman and leave me alone.
A girl can fantasize.
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My ex did it again. He told me that he was my stalker. Then he started crying and told me he lied.
I am incredibly confused about everything.
Yep, today my ex started screaming at me. He told me that he put his sister up to the stalking. He planned it. He told her what to do and where I would be.
He is my stalker yet he wants the court to allow him to see me almost every day??!!
Seriously????
I've got quite the reputation when it comes to local politics. I should alert my activist buddies to the agreement. Maybe I should post it to GoogleDrive, so anyone can read it. That ought to light a fire under the judge.
I'm trying to leave an abuser and court officials are trying to keep him in my life on a near full time basis!
If any idiotic judge puts me in danger and I survive, mark my words, I will embark on another campaign to get rid of members of the bench.
I'm game.
Love ya,
S.
Next Day Edit: So, one of the kids is now lying about being sick in order to get out of class. I picked her up from school today and took away her computer and tablet. She's going to stay in bed...with books.
I asked her father to move out of the house.
Look, he's lying in front of the kids. Then he admits to lying and says that he lies because, as he puts it "I want to believe the lies."
Then the kids lie.
This is very bad.
The worst manifestation of the lying is the stalking. He told me that he lies to his mother and sister about me because the lies sound good.
They allegedly harass me in public over the lies.
I became scared when his sister started coming into the house with a key. He did admit to mailing her a key but now says that he lied because I'm gullible enough to believe that he mailed her a key.
I don't know.....is she breaking in the house or was she invited?
I don't know....do I call the cops or not?
I need to get the divorce over with. I need to get occupancy of the house and change the locks. This time I'm buying bump free locks. Shannon will never be able to come in again. It will matter little whether or not he gave her a key.
I'm not sure how to get him to cooperate with mediation. He'll agree to whatever the mediator says and then change the terms when we leave the office.
Maybe I can leave the house for the weekend.
I feel like I'm going insane.