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 Three Rules of Life...1: Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. 2: Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. 3: Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition - they somehow already know what you truly want to become.  - Steve Jobs
 



Today I am thankful for blogs. 

This is weird...

but something told me to go back and re-read my friend's blog. 

Originally, I wanted to do that to buy something from a fundraiser on it just to be supportive.

I saw a little link at the bottom of the page and clicked it. 

It turns out that he has a website on the topic of ethics. 

It sounds exactly what I used to write about in my professional blogs. 

We both write about the ethics of life: he on a macro level; I on a micro level.  He focuses the ethics of institutions: I focus on personal ethics. 

Oh, crap....we have the same flippin' agenda. 

This is why we are attracted to each other. 

This is probably why we keep our clothes on, too. 

Damn....

Even if we don't hook up, I wonder if we can help each other somehow. 

It's weird how the world brings too people together that do the exact same things. 

Sigh...

That only makes me love him more. 

Now, I'm going to go to an interview for an unpaid position as a publicity director for a political party.  It may be good experience and lead to a real job. 

I'll let ya know. 

Love ya,

S. 

Edit 2/13/13 - I got the publicity director job.  He wants a web designer more than he wants a PR person.  I've built websites for him before. 

He also wants a hypnotist to force people to keep their promises. 

I guess I was the only person for the job. 

Wish me luck!



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