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Scary Stupid Superstition



Today I am thankful for a good scare. 

(Must be close to Samhain.)  

I talked to an astrologer/tarot reader to try to find a good reason to laugh at the dreams. 

Don't do that.  

It backfired. 

Apparently, if two individuals south nodes are conjuct (sounds like an eye disease, doesn't it?), 

they are allegedly twin flames. 

All throughout both charts, it read like that. 

If that stuff is true, 

that poor soul....

just..... 

that poor soul. 

Imagine dealing with me for an eternity???!!! 

Maybe I've always celebrated the wrong day for his birthday and he's kindly suffered through it? 

I could see that.  

Yeah, that's possibly it.  

If I forgot his birthday then this entire escapade is wrong.  

Even if I have the day right - 

there is NO way this stuff is real. 

***

I wanted a Ph.D. in philosophy.  I love ancient Greek civilization so much that it's become my religion.  I find myself talking about Plato's ideas on morality with patients quite often. 

That twin soul theory that people have taken from  Plato's writings is just.....odd.  

If some poor soul is my twin, I pray he has all of the good parts because I wouldn't want there to be another human being as silly, boring, obnoxious and nuts as me. 

Twin flames can't be real. 

Besides, if they were real and if I had one - he'd help me make the world a better place (at least according to the theory).  

I haven't met any guy who wants to help the homeless and shrink the government's reach.  I've met several who want to shrink the government but those men tend to be the ones harassing the homeless. I've met a couple who want to help the homeless by growing the government. 

There is NO one for me out there. 

Seriously.....there is NO guy out there with the same passions as I. 

According to this astrologer, there is allegedly some type of psychic connection.  

So, when I have dreams of him standing in a house above a lake with a shaky foundation that comes crashing down (like my meditation earlier today), I'm supposed to send positive energy his way. 

I guess she calls that "a tower" moment.  I only dream of him when he's having trouble or incredibly isolated.

It scares me to think he'd possibly have dreams of me when I'm in trouble.  

I hope not. 

If that's true, I best stay out of trouble.  

If there is possibly a telepathic connection, maybe listening to loud music would drown out the thoughts in my head.  I'm bored by the stuff I ponder.  Anyone else would crazy if they had a telepathic connection with me. 

Geesh!  

Anyway, the reader said something about mice in my house. 

I'm off to clean. 

Love ya, 

S. 

P.S.  It was suggested that I get this guy a birthday gift. 

When we were kids, I bought him a bunch of snarky, rude Hallmark coffee cups.  In some of the dreams, I see him drinking from them. 

I have a lot of guilt about that. 

So I started to buy him Hallmark coffee cups with positive affirmations on them.  Those are boring. 

I think he got one of them back in 2010. I put an amethyst in it to help him find a wife. 

He went outside of the restaurant and came back all quiet. 

I later found the gem in the car.  The car belonged to my ex-husband as he had taken my vehicle because it was safer.  I left the gem there for my ex-husband to find a wife. 

Don't think it worked for him.....

I actually found a female red-headed woman interested in me.  Hmmmm - I wonder....maybe I shouldn't have driven the car.  Care to guess her sign?  

Gotta quickly get her a birthday gift, too. 

Anyway - 

Where can I find positive and snarky Hallmark coffee cups? 

I'm not going to post the horrorscopes because - they're too weird. 

Not sure I'd share the horriblescope with him, either.  He knows my birthday and he can pay an astrologer to freak him out if he chooses to do so. 

I'd warn him - Don't DO it!  

Just don't.....

It reads like a B horror movie.  Then again, I think that allegedly romantic violin music sounds like the soundtracks of horror films.  

That happens when people get burned by love too much. 

Mercury Retrograde will end soon.  It only happens three to four times a year. 

It'll be over soon. 

It causes us to revisit the past to see what it taught us.  Maybe if I can figure out the lesson from that relationship, I'll stop dreaming about it. 

((( hugs ))) 

S. 




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