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Broken Klingons

Today I am thankful for my daughter's sense of humor.

Today she was talking about a young man who was a tad bit possessive.  When he didn't get what he wanted, he started to rage.


She said he was clingy and loud....like a broken Klingon. 


There are far too many broken Klingons in the world.


*****


I felt much safer today.  My ex-husband seems happier.  He's actually being nice.  I think so long as he's happy and doesn't feel any "competition", the stalking will end.
So, now I am going to try to move forward and earn some money so that I can afford to finally change things.

I sold more recordings and have a little grocery money. 


Things are looking up! 


I'm excited. 

Hopefully soon I can earn enough money to survive whether or not the financial assets given to me in the separation agreement come my way. 

I could not deal with email oriented personal attacks.  I could not deal with my ex acting out because I had a boyfriend.  It's over now. 

I feel free.  My wrinkles are gone.  I look so much younger.  I feel happier.  I have more energy. 

Oh, and I wanted a new suit for job hunting.  I hit a sale and found a hot pair of pumps, a suit jacket, and a pair of matching pants for $1.00 each.   I haven't found little girl snow boots yet but I'm sure I'll find an affordable pair soon.

Ask and it shall be given.  This is my Bohemian mantra. 

All is well. 

Love ya,


S. 

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