Today I am thankful for those moments when I realize how lucky I truly am.
I spent Friday night with my friend.
I didn't sleep more than three hours in two days. When I left his place a little after noon, I was so tired that I forgot how to use the brakes on my van.
Please don't laugh.
My world was not normal.
I was shaking.
I had no energy.
I realized after two hours of resting in my car that the reason the brakes did not work was that I was not putting enough weight on the pedal to engage them.
Maybe there was something wrong with my legs?
I don't know.
Maybe there was something wrong with my legs?
I don't know.
I made it home around 3:30 in the afternoon.
My ex was there.
He said I had my friend's energy all over me.
Wasn't that polite?
I was impressed.
Then he promised to never make another move on me again.
If I had known that this would make my life easier, I would have done that along time ago. At the very least, I could have rented a hotel room for a weekend and pretended to be a whore.
I drove my ex to his place of employment so he could fix his car. We got into an argument because he called me '[his] sexy wife' in front of his co-workers just after I received a filthy email from my friend and my face was five shades of red.
I wasn't wearing make-up, so I guess I needed the color in my face.
Ugh!!!
Yeah....my ex claims he's changing. I can believe him this time....
really....
yes....
sure....
uh-huh....
Really?
When he says that...I get a horrific pain in my neck.
I needed an entire bottle of Advil for my psychosomatic complaint.
Wow...
I wasn't wearing make-up, so I guess I needed the color in my face.
Ugh!!!
Yeah....my ex claims he's changing. I can believe him this time....
really....
yes....
sure....
uh-huh....
Really?
When he says that...I get a horrific pain in my neck.
I needed an entire bottle of Advil for my psychosomatic complaint.
Wow...
There is too much drama....
What in the world does a divorce agreement mean to a Libertarian?
This does not compute. If the government backed separation agreement does not mean a thing, what does a government issued marriage certificate mean?
Maybe I need to start dressing, acting, and sleeping in hotel rooms like a whore (even if I am all alone).
Wow....
Love ya,
S.