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Today I am thankful I decided to be more stealthy.....


I went shopping. 

I found a t-shirt.  It was Marvel branded.  It was soft.  It was my favorite color and had the symbol of my favorite comic book character.

It was on sale.

It was $2.99.

I'm serious. 

I was excited.  I stood in line before I realized that I would never wear it.

I prefer lacey and flowery things.

I am a bitch.

I am a witch.

I will win. 

I will put a stop to the madness and punish those at fault.

Why advertise?

I put it back at the front of the rack in case someone else wanted it.

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I'm still pissed at the judicial system.

I'm still pissed at my ex and his pity party. 

There are times when I fall for his crap.  He needs my money.  He needs my help because it'll take him four years to find a job and move out.....or so he says.

You know what?

He doesn't deserve my help!!

He betrayed me.

He ran to his family with lies and let them stalk me.

He asked them to go to my high school sweetheart's childhood home with the stuff he gave me.

That's creepy!!

He didn't want to deal with the issue when we were married.

He yelled.  He screamed.  He told me to divorce him.

When I asked for COBRA he told me to get a damn job.

I did.

He's unemployed!!

If he wants to live here with me, he needs to treat me better.

He needs to get help to stop the stalking and explain it to me.

He won't.

He can't live here.

He is doing stuff that scares me.  I don't know if I should share it.

I've got to take this to another level.

I spoke to a hoodoo practitioner.

She told me how to solve the problem without killing people....

and without Hot Foot Powder.

I'm on it.

*******
So it's my house.

He'll decide that he needs to chop the wood in the back yard.  He'll harass the kids into going out and help him.

If they don't want to help him....

he gets very angry.

I don't want him to chop up the wood.  I don't want the kids to do it. 

He's trying to control our time and energy.

It's disturbing.

I can't believe an Arapahoe County Judge is okay with allowing this guy to live here for 60 more days.

I'll never forget this......when I talk to the judicial activists......I'll remember.

If the county wants a tax hike.....I'll remember.

As I visit the graveyard tomorrow to visit with the residents, I'll talk.  You'd be surprised who has parents at Ft. Logan Nat'l Cemetery.

Samhain is my favorite holiday. 

I'll visit with the departed soldiers.  I have my favorites.  There is one at the west gate who I bring Mexican Pepsi to, two or three times a year.  Another one likes Old Spice.  There is a woman who likes Jontue.  There is a third who likes coffee.

What I need to do is find the graves of departed police officers and give them each an offering.  Maybe one of them can help with the stalking. 

I found a grave of a Pagan Soldier.  Maybe I'll bring him something, too. 

The veil is thin.  It's a good day for making friends. 

I'll let you know what happens.

Love ya,


S.

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