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Migraines, Laughter, & Famous Friends

Today I am thankful for laughter. 


I can't laugh too much today, though.  I have been plagued by migraines for the past few days.  I think I hurt my neck. 

It's a long story. 


I don't know if the neck pains are psychosomatic.  Someone has been a pain in my neck.  I am imagining it as being real.  I think the neck pains are bringing on the migraines. 


Let's see.....I'll share the fun stuff first. 


I've been laughing pretty hard at some dinky record label who is mistaking my voice as one belonging to a male Mexican singer who bills himself as a romantic artist.  They have flagged over forty of my YouTube videos as rip offs of their client's songs.


I'm a hypnotist who speaks in a monotone e-flat alto voice.  If this label is mistaking me for their client...the guy needs singing lessons.  If this dinky label removes one more of my videos, I'm going to go to my mailing list of over 160,000 people and poke a little fun at this guy. 


That's the funny part of my week.


My ex now has a broken wrist, high blood pressure and diabetes! 


Oh gawd.....I can't take any more. 


Last week, he blamed my talking about the stalking for his high blood pressure. 


I am so frustrated with that.  I am pretty darn sure Michael put his sister up to stalking me.  He has never really helped me put a stop to it.  He used to yell at me when I tried to talk about it or deal with it. 


She always found me while attending events Michael knew I would attend. 


He is behind the stalking.  He is using the medical conditions as an excuse not to deal with it. 


I don't know.....I really do not know what to do. 


He did agree to help me come up with a plan to move him out of the house.  I'm not sure if it will happen.  He mentioned a hard truth today.  He realized that if I fall in love with a guy and cohabit with him, he doesn't have to be on the hook for alimony anymore. 


I never thought that my falling in love with Steve would be the carrot that gets Mike out of my house.   He thinks Steve is a good guy.  Maybe this will work to move things along?  I'll believe it when I see it.

I have had a lot of famous people reach out to me lately.  I had a politician ask me to pick him up from the airport.  I declined because I have a car missing mirrors that stalls at stop lights. 

I had a famous colleague offer to help me find clients.  Maybe things are beginning to turn around...finally. 


I don't know what to do.  Things are so crazy right now, I think I'm losing my mind slowly. 


I'll update you again when the migraines go away. 


Love ya,


S.












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