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Laughing at the Law of Attraction

 
 
 
 
Today, I am thankful for the joke that is the law of attraction. 
 
 
 
I'm trying to escape a twenty year relationship.  This means cleaning out twenty some odd years of crap that I've accumulated from a house I don't want. 
 
 
I have a couple of journals.  I found myself laughing at a journal entry circa 1988. 
 
 
I am nineteen years old.  I decided modeling sucks and took a fun job answering telephones for a bunch of lawyers who enjoyed my ability to answer the phone using and calling them by name when they called and before they spoke. 

It's easy now.  Back then it was quite a trick as it was prior to caller ID. 
 
 They thought I was psychic. 
 
 
Nope.  They usually called at the exact same time everyday. 

In between telephone calls, I would journal back in the day. 
 
I had a little journal where I would draw my desires. 
 
I wished for "headless toys" and drew lots of pictures of allen wrenches and Steinberger guitars. 
 
Now, that came true. 
 
Someone basically gave me a 5-string black Steinberger for a song.  It was only $500. 
 
That's not all....
 
Nope....
 
I think that headless toy business explains my inexplicable attraction to my husband. 
 
Love ya,
 
S. 
 
 


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