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Today I am thankful for the internet, although I have to stay quiet on the internet due to stalking arseholes.

I found this tidbit from 1998.

http://www.westword.com/news/caught-on-tape-5058572

It seems like the Aurora PD and that Arapahoe County DA never really helped stalking victims, too much.

The weird thing is that I was a volunteer victim's advocate for the DA the next year.  I remember helping ONE stalking victim...just one.

We spent more of our time trying to find the families of undocumented immigrants who died in traffic crashes.  They didn't have real IDs on them, so we had a hard time finding out who they were.

As mad as Paul Tauer may have been that Aurora PD doesn't stop stalkers, he didn't face the truth.

They don't do anything about stalking

Ed Tauer, as much as I respected the elder, didn't do anything either.

I think I gave the younger Tauer nightmares. He circled me like a shark during interviews.

Yeah....never tell a redhead that she doesn't have a voice.  She'll try to sit in your chair.   I used to make him spin in his chair.  A couple of Republicans want to learn that NLP party trick.

I'm tempted to share......but......some things are mine. 

Speaking of sharing.....there are times I think I should share the emails from some former City Council members and Aurora employees citing the crap Ed Tauer said about me.  I think they are on a hard drive in a safe deposit box somewhere.  I must have had five computers hacked since 2011.  I keep them in case they'll help someone else.

The emails also show other people acting like dicks.  I prefer not to embarrass them further. 

Still....

If I die, my family is going to sue and that chair spinning party trick is going to the grave with me.  I do have connections that could figure it out and teach it to the activists who want it. 

They're not cheap. It'll cost thousands of dollars. 

I might just give it up just to mess with someone who tried to mess with me. 

That's okay.

Unlike the former Mayor Paul Tauer, when I get mad, I take action.

I don't sit and complain.

Things will change.

If I live, I'll be the biggest baddest bitch of the west.

If I die, I'll be the biggest baddest wraith of the west.  When witches die, they become the protectors of women.....

Deceased witches become wraiths.

Shall we begin?

The link above shares a little history about Aurora from my favorite Colorado newspaper. 

I've been in this paper at least twice.  The first time, I was in a story about saddle makers.  The second (or third time), it was due to politics. 

I have a crush on their ad man.  It's just a crush.  It won't go anywhere but charisma makes a good salesman.  When I'm not afraid to be tracked down by stalking asshats, I'll buy advertising in the paper.

If the Aurora PD and Arapahoe County DA would help, Westword could make more money off me.

Alas....not right now. 

Maybe this had to happen to me so I could see how corrupt the system truly is. 

Crap is flung for a reason and I'd best find a way to turn it into awesome fertilizer so it can give life to something decent.

Whatever.....you got to expend angry energy.  I expend it by keeping the political hoodlums from robbin' the hood in the first place.  The stalking has probably been a blessing to the local politicians because it keeps me from fighting.  That's probably the reason they don't take police reports from me.

Maybe....according to Westword, this has always been a problem.  Aurora cops don't deal with stalking just like they arrested rape victims.  Maybe they just need educated.

I don't know.  The judges need educated.

Sadly, I'm probably going to have to go to war with the judiciary. 

I can't afford to live with my stalker!!!  What the hell is the family judge thinking letting my stalkerish ex-husband mooch off me for another sixty days?

The judge is not thinking.....he's going to piss me off to the point of running for the House. 

I love talking to people.  I don't mind being on stage.  I'd rather be holding down the beat of the band....but if I can help more people feel good by putting the bass down and bitching....

that's what I'll do.

I'm so out of practice, I probably sound better bitching anyway.

I can promise to save you a ton of money if I win.

I was a housewife for many years.  I like to budget, cut costs and clean up messes.

I like guns.  I guess that makes me conservative.  Sadly, I'm more conservative than most Republicans I know. 

Bitchin'.....well, I've made that into a poetic act.  I'll get crap done. 

I am a hypnotist after all. 

*********

The story mentions someone I'm going to have to meet.  He's a private investigator who sounds almost as obnoxious as I am.

Maybe he could have made better use of $6,000 I wasted on the lawyers.

Enjoy the article and buy advertising in Westword,

S.

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