Today I am thankful for YouTube.
Despite the copyright trolls taking down all of my hypnosis videos because they claim they own my voice and the sounds of the birds I recorded in my backyard,
I am thankful for YouTube.
Actually, I'm more thankful for the content producers who are not bullied off of YouTube.
They've helped me quite a bit.
I've been through four phones in the past month or so.
I had an LG-G3. This one got so bad that I couldn't use Google Play. Then I did a factory reset and found I couldn't get online.
I gave it to someone else and it worked fine for them.
I had a LG flip phone. This one just ceased working one day. It wouldn't make outbound calls.
I had a Blu Smartphone. This one also ceased to work. I don't know what happened. It's almost as though it got wet.
I am using a very cheap Alcatel Touch to get me by while I figure out what to do. This one runs hot even when I'm not using it.
I bought a new IPhone but took it back. I decided not to buy a new phone so long as my ex-husband has access to the house.
I'm tired.
I spoke to my boss about the issue. I have an amazing boss. She's a wealth of knowledge. She's in her early twenties and I hope I'm around to see how her life grows for her.
Have you ever met someone you just know will make it big somehow?
She's one of those people.
She tried to help me. She had me talk to someone who studies technology and security.
He said my phone number was tapped. Not my phone....but my phone number. It doesn't matter what phone I have, I'm screwed so long as I keep my number.
My number is really easy to remember. After ten years, I don't want to lose it.
I don't know what that means outside of my needing a new cell phone, carrier and phone number. I don't know how phone numbers get tapped.
I'm pissed off and tired of the game.
*****
I always thought outcrazying the crazies would protect me somehow.
It's like puffing yourself up when being charged by an angry bear, you hope being bigger will scare them off.
It doesn't.
I had hoped acting like a nut-job would scare the nutters off.
I think my acting crazy just encourages the crazy-makers.
*****
I've spent the morning trying to figure out how to protect my new number from being tapped.
I've gotten nowhere.
I've watched video after video and didn't see much that applied to me.
Until I saw this video from a detective agency in Chicago.
It explains the high pitched tones I hear whenever Michael's family is near.
I heard it when I was having lunch with Tom in Arvada back in 2011.
Another time I clearly heard it was when I was eating pizza with Steve in Littleton in 2014.
There have been other times I've heard it. Each time, I'll look around and see Shannon or Doug.
It would be a sign and a signal to get the heck out of dodge.
I guess that mystery is solved.
I'll post the video below.
Now, I don't know if it matters, I still run into his family in weird places. They always seem to know what is going on in my life despite my not talking to them in years. They claim not to be talking to Mike. I don't know what the heck is going on. I don't even know that Shannon is dead because she's not listed on the SSA Death Index. His family is spending a lot of time trying to convince me she is dead, so it makes me wonder if they're lying so I don't continue to investigate the stalking.
This whole thing is stupid. One would think the people in that family would have better things to do.
Seriously....
******
Three years after our divorce was final, and nine years after referring to me as his ex-wife, he still seems to be in denial of the end of our relationship. He won't move out. He won't negotiate. I am paying all the household bills. He doesn't pay child support or alimony.
He won't even get therapy (despite having Medicaid - so it's free.) Therapy helps people get clear on what they want.
I am trying to get Michael into court to discuss how he's going to pay me back the money he stole, deal with support and custody and be ordered out of the marital home (as he was in 2013). I don't want to evict him because it'll make it hard for him to get an apartment. I don't want to get a restraining order because it'll make it hard for him to get a job.
I'm going to try family court first. I've already spent $3,000 in attorney fees just to get him out. This is going to be expensive.
If that doesn't work, I'll get the restraining order and eviction.
I'm quickly learning that cooperative and nice doesn't work with obnoxious people either.
If people aren't living in reality, there isn't much you can do outside of avoiding them. This may mean selling the house and moving to Mexico.
I'll brush up on my Spanish.
Love ya,
S.
Enjoy the video. I guess Shannon and Doug like to shop at ThinkGeek.
Edit: I'm getting texts from a weird number that reads "Test."
I'm tempted to call the number back and see who it is.
My life is weird.
Despite the copyright trolls taking down all of my hypnosis videos because they claim they own my voice and the sounds of the birds I recorded in my backyard,
I am thankful for YouTube.
Actually, I'm more thankful for the content producers who are not bullied off of YouTube.
They've helped me quite a bit.
I've been through four phones in the past month or so.
I had an LG-G3. This one got so bad that I couldn't use Google Play. Then I did a factory reset and found I couldn't get online.
I gave it to someone else and it worked fine for them.
I had a LG flip phone. This one just ceased working one day. It wouldn't make outbound calls.
I had a Blu Smartphone. This one also ceased to work. I don't know what happened. It's almost as though it got wet.
I am using a very cheap Alcatel Touch to get me by while I figure out what to do. This one runs hot even when I'm not using it.
I bought a new IPhone but took it back. I decided not to buy a new phone so long as my ex-husband has access to the house.
I'm tired.
I spoke to my boss about the issue. I have an amazing boss. She's a wealth of knowledge. She's in her early twenties and I hope I'm around to see how her life grows for her.
Have you ever met someone you just know will make it big somehow?
She's one of those people.
She tried to help me. She had me talk to someone who studies technology and security.
He said my phone number was tapped. Not my phone....but my phone number. It doesn't matter what phone I have, I'm screwed so long as I keep my number.
My number is really easy to remember. After ten years, I don't want to lose it.
I don't know what that means outside of my needing a new cell phone, carrier and phone number. I don't know how phone numbers get tapped.
I'm pissed off and tired of the game.
*****
I always thought outcrazying the crazies would protect me somehow.
It's like puffing yourself up when being charged by an angry bear, you hope being bigger will scare them off.
It doesn't.
I had hoped acting like a nut-job would scare the nutters off.
I think my acting crazy just encourages the crazy-makers.
*****
I've spent the morning trying to figure out how to protect my new number from being tapped.
I've gotten nowhere.
I've watched video after video and didn't see much that applied to me.
Until I saw this video from a detective agency in Chicago.
It explains the high pitched tones I hear whenever Michael's family is near.
I heard it when I was having lunch with Tom in Arvada back in 2011.
Another time I clearly heard it was when I was eating pizza with Steve in Littleton in 2014.
There have been other times I've heard it. Each time, I'll look around and see Shannon or Doug.
It would be a sign and a signal to get the heck out of dodge.
I guess that mystery is solved.
I'll post the video below.
Now, I don't know if it matters, I still run into his family in weird places. They always seem to know what is going on in my life despite my not talking to them in years. They claim not to be talking to Mike. I don't know what the heck is going on. I don't even know that Shannon is dead because she's not listed on the SSA Death Index. His family is spending a lot of time trying to convince me she is dead, so it makes me wonder if they're lying so I don't continue to investigate the stalking.
This whole thing is stupid. One would think the people in that family would have better things to do.
Seriously....
******
Three years after our divorce was final, and nine years after referring to me as his ex-wife, he still seems to be in denial of the end of our relationship. He won't move out. He won't negotiate. I am paying all the household bills. He doesn't pay child support or alimony.
He won't even get therapy (despite having Medicaid - so it's free.) Therapy helps people get clear on what they want.
I am trying to get Michael into court to discuss how he's going to pay me back the money he stole, deal with support and custody and be ordered out of the marital home (as he was in 2013). I don't want to evict him because it'll make it hard for him to get an apartment. I don't want to get a restraining order because it'll make it hard for him to get a job.
I'm going to try family court first. I've already spent $3,000 in attorney fees just to get him out. This is going to be expensive.
If that doesn't work, I'll get the restraining order and eviction.
I'm quickly learning that cooperative and nice doesn't work with obnoxious people either.
If people aren't living in reality, there isn't much you can do outside of avoiding them. This may mean selling the house and moving to Mexico.
I'll brush up on my Spanish.
Love ya,
S.
Enjoy the video. I guess Shannon and Doug like to shop at ThinkGeek.
Edit: I'm getting texts from a weird number that reads "Test."
I'm tempted to call the number back and see who it is.
My life is weird.