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Uh oh - I Met Someone

 

Lyric: "I'd sell my soul for a wish." Um....drat....I'm told redheads don't have souls or else I'd have traded it years ago to Papa Legba so I could play like Larry Graham. 


Today I am thankful that fully vaccinated people don't have to wear masks. 


I took one of the kiddos to her favorite hobby shop today. 

After hobbling out of the car and hopping on my little scooter, I followed my daughter inside. 

This guy had lots of Gadsen stuff - 

everything - 

coffee mugs, flags of every size, t-shirts hats

The yellow version, 

The white version, 

even the version where it bleeds into the Stars and Stripes. 

He didn't have this one - 

I need this on a t-shirt because I think it chunks down the political philosophy in a way that most politicians can understand. 


*****

He saw me in my mask and put his on.  

I let him know that I only wear mine so I don't scare people who fail to understand immunity. 

I'd take it off if he'd take his off. 

We were naughty bearing our true faces 

and had a delightfully flirty conversation. 

*****

This man literally defied the shutdown order to save his business. 

He opened early. 

(Long slow sigh with glassy eyes)

Rebels...

I always love the bad boys 

(but only if they're into freedom and they break unconstitutional mandates by people stretching the authority they are allowed under the law.)  

Sigh.....

I learned something today. 

There literally is ONE guy who can stand my politics 

he's in Colorado 

he's a little bit older than me....

Maybe? 

*****

Hmmm - 

if it goes anywhere, I'd have to abandon my Ace ways.

This guy could be worth it. 

It's a fun crush.  

I get the sense I won't have to call. 

I have a feeling I'll find him at the next rally. 

To tell the truth, he looked and sounded incredibly familiar.  

It's possible we already met and I forgot. 

Yeah  - 

I'm wearing monovision contacts now so I only recognize people I see on my left unless they're super close. 

That could explain why we behaved like we knew each other. ..

Hmmmm.....

Sigh....

I'd love to meet a new friend.  If he were Aro or Ace, it would be perfect, however, based on the conversation, he isn't.  Closeness of men can lead me to face things I rarely consider due to their needs.  

He's one guy I'd like to know better.  It could be worth it. 

To me, relationships are about passion. Mine tend to be with people who stoke passions in me that are not necessarily physical.  

Maybe finding someone to keep me busy will be the magic that'll chase the nightmares away. 

Sigh - 

No matter what happens, 

It was actually nice getting out of Covidland for a bit. 

I'm wondering what other adventures lie ahead. 

Praying you get a good adventure (that doesn't lead to broken bones or burned nether regions). 

Love ya, 

S. 

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