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Political Nightmare


(I've gotta stop stroking the egos of horrible politicians). 



Today I am thankful that I can remember my dreams....

well, maybe not.

They're getting quite weird.

So, last night I dreamt that I was hanging out with Colorado's governor, Polis.

In this dream, I was really feeling sorry for him.  I was trying to help him understand that the Constitution cannot be suspended due to a virus and that there is no way to know for sure that the information he's getting from the CDC is accurate.

In this dream, I could literally feel his fear that people were going to die in droves if he re-opened the economy.  I could feel that he was experiencing guilt just by thinking of all the people he truly believed were going to die.

In the dream, I remember telling him to just think about all the people being saved by having the a ability to get preventative care.

*****



Then the dream became bizarre.

Polis was on a stage, making weird gestures with his mouth.

There were people around me in a crowd, naked and pleasuring themselves with vibrators.....I'm looking at the guy behind me saying

"You know, this is gross.  I identify as an asexual."

He looks at me in horror as I notice a pink vibrator in his hand.

That's when I woke up thankful that it was just a dream.

*****

The truth is that we are only as good as the information available to us.

The government really shouldn't trust intel from China.  We don't know what we're dealing with -

Even Dr. Anthony Fauci flip-flops on his recommendations.

The last thing we should do is condemn people to death by making it impossible for them to get medical care

(says the woman with an untreated liver tumor who lost her health insurance at the end of April).

The government needs to stop letting liberals run around condemning the rest of us to death.

Maybe this shut-down business is just a politician's masturbatory exercise in getting his kicks by exercising what little power he thinks he has.

This will cost countless political careers.

I'm thankful that judges are finally seeing that these shut-downs are unconstitutional.

Love ya,

S.







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