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Feeling Cute, Might get Arrested Later - Hacking and An Angel of Death



Today I am thankful to be overworked.

In spite of the death of a close relative who we can't bury or have a service for due to the overreaction to Covid19,

I'm happy to still have a job.

It pays very little. I just took the job to get hours so I can sit for a licensure exam.

I have enough hours now.

The aunt who tried to rescue me out of foster care died a couple of weeks ago.  She fell.

Kaiser Permanente was so intent on saving hospital beds for Covid19 victims, they released her from the hospital early.  They REFUSED to provide skilled nursing care (in violation of the Denver City Employee Evidence of Coverage for her plan) and a licensed social worker tried to intimidate another untrained elderly relative into providing the nursing care.

I warned Kaiser that I would report the social worker to DORA.

My aunt died the next day.

The Coroner was so pissed off, he had a victim's advocate report everyone.

I'm trying to convince her Medial Power of Attorney to complain to the Centers for Medicaid and Medicare Services.

Me....I'll just do my political thing.  Maybe Kaiser Permanente will finally be run out of Colorado.

****

I think my ex has too much time on his hands.

In the past 24 hours, several of my online accounts have been hacked by the same IP address in Cheyenne Wyoming.

They don't all have my name on them. Many of them have fake names attached to them like

Siegfred Smith, Sue Happy and so on....

I'm thinking I need a new computer.

Or my passwords are bad.

Maybe

*Kissmyass&die666*

is too easy to guess.

*****

There will be a protest at the capital this weekend to beg Polis to reopen the economy.

I've been working 12 hour days.  I come home, can't sleep and wind up researching the Covid19 crap.

I need more time to post.

Let's just say that the virus originated in North Carolina and then followed the researcher to Wuhan.

Why in the hell would the US government fund testing to see if they could make a virus more virulent?

They withdrew the funding recently- but- the damage was done.

Our government is messing with us.

You can easily find the information on academic websites.  I should download it before it gets scrubbed off the net.

*****

Polis is not the brightest bulb in the bunch.

Mayor Hancock is an idiotic brat.  For instance, he literally shut down the Appliance Factory Outlet for not being an essential business!

The day before they did this, the appliance store brought me a new dryer because they broke one I bought a couple weeks before.

Not Essential?????

I work in healthcare.  Yesterday, I was exposed to a patient with scabies.

I spent my lunch hour washing the elderly woman's clothes.

Poor dear.....

When I got home.....

I had to take my clothes off in the garage, throw them in a plastic bag, get into the house, hop into the shower to scald my skin and hair before emptying the bag of clothes into a hot water wash and drying them on the hottest setting possible.  .

Appliances are not essential??????

You've got to be kidding me!!!

Mayor Hancock is a statist twit!

****

Now the Libertarian Party has invited me to a protest at the capital.

I'm wondering if Mayor Hancock's goon squad will arrest us?

If I get to wear an orange jumpsuit, I'll sue the holy shit out of Denver.

I look great in orange!  It matches my flaming locks.

Hell, my lawyers need work.  I'd rather tax dollars go back into the hands of the people than sit in the coffers of a stupid government.

Alas, I may not get to participate - I work too damn much.

****

The worst part about the shut down is -

get this-

my glasses broke!

I had an eye exam before Polis shut everything down.  I couldn't buy glasses.

I'm wearing an old pair.

The lenses are popping out because the frame cracked.

Here I am....unable to see....trying to type in a hurry because I have to get back to work.

Damn it!!

Well, that's not the worst part....

I haven't been able to get my breast cancer/liver tumor crap checked out -

let's just say that

my skin and excretions are yellow, my left breast is deformed and there is blood and unexplained bruising (large painful bruises).

So much for waiting until I could get PTO to schedule my medical procedures.

Yuck -

This shut down is going to kill me.

If I die now, I'm coming back as a Libertarian Wraith.

I know who I'm going to haunt.

I'll be the ghastly ghostie screaming "NOOOOOO" as politicians sign freedom limiting measures into law.


Hugs,

S.

P.S.  I'm having a hell of a lot of nightmares.

I dream of my high school sweetheart gifting me tomato plants.  This inspired me to start a hydroponics garden.  I can't eat tomatoes - but - the kids and foodbanks will make good use of them.

I use grow lights as a beauty treatment - don't judge - people think I'm my thirties.

You know what?  I'll put them to better use when my seedlings get a little bigger.

Still....

The worst dream is of my grandfather screaming at me telling me to stock up on coffee and meat.  So, my freezer is full and my clients have enough coffee to get them through the apocalypse.  I'm hoping they'll save the grounds for my roses.

The probably won't.  I'll have to take up drinking coffee again.

Sigh......

I don't know what is worse - my dreams - or reality.

Both seem surreal.

Speaking of surreal -

I bought a new bass - It's a Fender Precision Bass.

Never had a Fender bass before.



I also bought my kids an acoustic guitar.  A Martin....I think.  I haven't seen it since it arrived.

Crap...I sure hope the music stores gets to stay in business.

It cost me less than $900 for the set.  This is very sad.

It's hard to watch people suffer.

Love ya!

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