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A Need to Act

Today I am thankful for documentation.

I'm still hunting for a lawyer.  

I'm getting more and more of a sense that Michael is indeed the stalker. 

I'm finding things moved in my bedroom and my office. 

Michael has admitted to going into my room to look for his ties.  I packed them up for him when we signed the separation agreement in 2013.

He never took the boxes out of my room .

Many things have been moved.  I keep my alleged "demonic artifacts" in the walk-in closet.  I have Lillith candles, a locket from the safe of a defunct Satanic church that is said to contain six demons.  I have two other alleged demonic vessels.  I inherited these things from people clearning out the estates of their deceased Pagan relatives.  I keep the alleged dark stuff in my closet because no one goes there. 

At least I thought that no one went into my closet.

I'm scared.

I keep the recording studio in that room.  I keep my clients' recording requests in that room under look and key. 

If someone is getting in my room, then those requests aren't as secure as they need to be.

I'm realizing Michael is very nosy.  He has to be the stalker. 

Things are moved out of place.  Boxes are moved.  It's unnerving, especially considering that the bug detector goes haywire in the closet. 

So....I'm thinking I need to put a lock on my door and step up the legal process.

There are other things going on.  I'm now getting silent type calls on all three of my phone numbers again.  They last several minutes and I get them on my cell phone, hypnosis line and my insurance sales line. 

I'm not very comfortable with this. 

And the Dodge Ram truck still hangs out in front of my house around 2:00 a.m. Wednesday mornings.  This time nothing freaky was left. 

I decided that I needed to research why one would hang out there.  Maybe there is a way to hack into our system from outside. 

I'll look into it and report back. 

I am angry and crazy enough right now to do just about anything to freak annoying, harassing and stalkerish people away from me.

I'm pretty sure that I'm going to be smelling like sulfur.....a lot....

A cursin' I am going.....

It doesn't really matter if it works or not......my goal is to scare the holy crap out of nuisance people. 

Wish me luck.

Love ya,

S.

P.S.  My ex-husband is allegedly getting mental health care from the city funded agency.  I think they need their funding stripped. 

The shrink told him that it is common for ex-husbands to live with their ex-wives after a divorce.  NO! It is not common to live with her more 2.5 years after you were court ordered to move out.  It is not common to stalk her nor is it common to live in her home without her consent or to threaten suicide when she asks him to leave!

Wow.....just.....wow. 

Guess who is on my tax gutting shit list now? 

My advice to the city council members who want a tax hike for this organization is to ask their intake manager to read up on coercive control.  The licensed social worker (Mary McM. LCSW) may want to begin by reading Lundy Bancroft's book "Why does he do that?"

I nearly went to DORA to ask that they speak to her to request she gets further training.  She's going to get me killed.  I'll document this here just in case.......I'm not sure what I'm dealing with.  His family has attacked my colleagues and threatened me.  He's threatened suicide.  He's unemployed.  I don't know if I or the children are in danger.

The safe house cannot accept us because my children are too old.

Yes, I know men like that lie to their therapists.  The last thing any therapist should be doing is normalizing emotional abuse!

This situation is NOT normal or common. 

Oh well.....

My last best hope is convincing them that I'm either an all powerful witch -or- that I'm crazy enough to harm them. 

I'm sure one of those strategies will get them to leave me alone. 

If you see me in a ceremonial cloak, you'll know what I'm up to doing. 

Cheers!

S.

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