Destroying the Aurora Monument to Ishtar

Today I am disturbed that people would destroy a monument to the Goddess of Love and War.

For those that don't know....

The Statue of Liberty is intended to be Ishtar (Google it...the creators were Victorian....they were in love with all things occult). I'm sure someone is going to read this and cry foul claiming that it was modeled after Libertas.

Here is a news flash - Ishtar and Libertas are the same goddess.

The Aurora logo is the crown of Ishtar.

It's blessed just by the very nature of the 7 ray design.

I don't know who damaged the building.

but they are now cursed.

Idiots!

I don't know who is worse. The City Manager and City Attorney who defended the actions of the psychopathic cops -or- the punks who are taking to the streets destroying property.

They don't know what they do.

I have absolutely no idea what would happen if I prayed to the Queen of Heaven for justice. There could be both dead cops and dead protesters.

It's an unpredictable thing to wish for justice when the facts have been obscured.

Do I bother refreshing the blessing spell I left for the first responders in 2008?

I'll probably regret it if they keep killing people.

To the assholes who did this, take heed, the Pagan Gods are not as forgiving as the Christian one.

There is no where you can run.

There is no where you can hide.

I feel sorry for the muthafuckers who did this.

No one can protect them.

They had better drop to their knees and beg forgiveness.

If they are guys, they need to vow to treat all women with respect, too.

This goddess will not tolerate anything less.

Sigh......

yeah....

Love ya,

S.

Stalker Proxy Phone Calls

What kind of songs do narcissistic stalkers sing? I imagine they sing songs like this. I am grateful now that I understand why the stalker has people call but wish they'd listen when I ask them not to call again. I probably should document this somewhere. My ex was talking to an old friend of mine from high school on a daily basis. She is his cousin. I had to quit talking to her when she'd ask me to plan parties and then refuse to give me the guest list saying that the attendees would only be me, her, my stalker Shannon, and my NPD mother-in-law. She wanted me to plan interventions. This happened with a baby shower. It also happened with a wedding. The in-laws put together a fake wedding trying to host an intervention to shame me and my ex into doing things for them (like quit school and give them my car). I had to cut this so-called friend off over that in 2004. We ran into her at a Wal-mart in 2005 and my keys went mi

The Love Gods Have a Sense of Humor

Today I am thankful about the ever-changeable, ever-humorous universe. It is said that 'in life, the only constant is change.' Ah, this is a true tidbit, isn't it? I recently vowed NOT to date until Michael officially moves out of the house. I also vowed NOT to be close to him unless he signs up for FOO (Family of Origin) and Relationship counseling. I've been with the man nearly a quarter of a century, he's not going to go to therapy to have a relationship with me. He plays games with money, divorce agreements, custody arrangements, transportation, and all sorts of things to keep me stuck here. It's nothing money and a lawyer can't solve. ***** They say that dysfunctional people have three weapons that they use to keep people under their thumb. The acronym is FOG. Yes, they are FOG machines. What does FOG stand for? F ear O bligation -and- G uilt Yes, there is fear. Fear that he won't honor his financial

Personality Theory

Today I am thankful for personality theory. I can't say that I buy into it very much. People change over the course of their lives. Healthy people grow. Unhealthy people either stay static or regress. So what one tests today may change tomorrow. I do believe that personality theories (even ancient ones like astrology) create self-fulfilling prophecies. If people buy into it, it gives a lot of insight into their characters, needs, and behaviors. I've spent most of my adult life studying personality theories. From Eric Fromm's theory's about authoritian -vs- mature personalities and how authoritians fear power while mature people revel in it to Jung's introvert -vs- extrovert theory. A major one of interest to me is an offshoot of Jung, it is the MBTI type inventory. When I'm happy, I'm a textbook INFJ. When I'm pissed off and wanting to strangle my ex, I act like a ESTP. My ex is a ESTP and when he is stressed out

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