Warped Gratitude Blog

Today I am disturbed that people would destroy a monument to the Goddess of Love and War. For those that don't know.... The Statue of Liberty is intended to be Ishtar (Google it...the creators were Victorian....they were in love with all things occult).  I'm sure someone is going to read this and cry foul claiming that it was modeled after Libertas. Here is a news flash - Ishtar and Libertas are the same goddess. The Aurora logo is the crown of Ishtar. It's blessed just by the very nature of the 7 ray design. I don't know who damaged the building. but they are now cursed. Idiots! I don't know who is worse.  The City Manager and City Attorney who defended the actions of the psychopathic cops -or- the punks who are taking to the streets destroying property. They don't know what they do. I have absolutely no idea what would happen if I prayed to the Queen of Heaven for justice.  There could be both dead cops and dead protesters. I...

Today I am thankful for unorganized conspiracies: It makes it easier to identify them. Politicians are going to label anyone calling bullshit on the Covid lockdowns a Conspiracy Theorist.   I have a saying; " Conspiracies happen all the time; it's only a theory until it's proven."  This one is easy to prove.  It's obvious that the powers that be threw a lot of shit at a wall to see what would stick.  They're trying to inundate us with useless information and financial pressure to wear us down. That doesn't work on the indominable American spirit. ***** Let's work backwards. The CDC is now lumping flu, pneumonia and Covid19 deaths in one number.  Get this....the numbers have been declining for the past 11 weeks! https://www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/covid-data/covidview/index.html We are now below pandemic levels. Tell me why Governor Polis and his merry band of naked Democrat Emperors are pushing masks and pushing more lo...

Today I am thankful for dreams.   I just don't have a lot of time to write about them. In this dream, I'm sitting next to a tall man who grabs my hand and tells me that he "loves me." I reflect those dreaded two little words verbally, to which, he replies, "after all these years." Now - I can't see his face. I'm not sure who he is. I've only deeply loved  three  four guys in my entire life.  Three of them were tall. It's time to keep a look out for someone with familiar eyes.   The opposite of love is not hate: It is indifference. - unknown  Michael is stuck on the other side of the coin - that man hates me right now. That leaves two. I write far too much of the person I dream about the most.   (If I ever get married again, and the guy's name is not Tom - I'm buying a vintage Oberheim if it's even possible - lol).   There is someone else I dream about once in a while.  (My old friend ...

Today I am thankful for the Collective Unconscious.  Six months ago, I dreamt of Shango. The dreams were full of thunderous drums, lighting, and red.... a lot of red and garlands of white. In these dreams, a voice spoke to me.... a thunderous, deep, beautiful bass voice. All I remember is hearing something along the lines of "I'll send you someone to help for I am Shango."  and I'm pretty sure I heard  "Listen to him."  There was a vision of a man much younger man, Caucasian, with wavy blond hair, brown eyes and an olive green canvass jacket talking to me. Nothing too spectacular. Nothing erotic. The guy was just talking to me. We are both dressed as if we are going to war. Yeah, I have a tendency to ignore many of the men and the gifts sent to me.  It's a horribly bad habit that probably betrays a subconscious lack of self-worth on my part. At the time, I had no idea what I needed help with. I had no idea w...

Today I am thankful for critical thinking. I'm sad that few people I know are utilizing this skill. Thursday night I went out to numerous thrift shops trying to find a Wii fit and some pregnancy fitness Dvds for my patients. I work with homeless female addicts, many of whom are pregnant. I met three  four homeless people in the span of an hour. I wasn't even looking for them. The first instance was at the dollar store.  I was picking up some personal care items and office supplies for work.  At the register, a man and woman were a couple of dollars short for the food they were buying. At this point, the woman was heard saying, in a panic, "We have to go.  The shelter will lock us out if we don't get there on time." I left my spot in line and tried to thrust my credit card in the slot. The man refused the money.  He basically gave up something he wanted. There's a thrift store next to the dollar store. I walked past an elderly man an...

Today I'm thankful for Fiverr. I'm too disgusted at my local police department for words. So, I'll pay someone to come up with the name for a PAC. I'll just leave this here. https://kdvr.com/news/local/video-shows-aurora-officer-pointing-gun-at-doctors-head-city-now-facing-potential-lawsuit/?fbclid=IwAR23qkW3L2fSDHYYbvY0_CY0E1bbFi1Q2tV8ULF9OOVPyPeovXa8NI0slGY I'd rather do other things with my life but if the cops keep trying to kill my neighbors, I guess that fighting their funding will have to become the priority. I pray Coffman 's balls drop  finds his true authenticity and he actually gets off of his ass and does something other than let socialists tell him what to say.   figures out that, as a conservative, he doesn't have to bow down to the liberals.  To tell the truth about him, my personal experience has been disturbing.  Coffman's staff - oh, my goodness - they are incredibly stupid.  I was once barred entry from a town hall meeting be...

Today I am thankful for being a musician and a psychotherapist.  Yesterday I had a conversation with a young coworker who is leaving to pursue his passion in music.  He plays almost every instrument under the sun. We spoke about how most musicians who go to college to study music often take on a major that will protect them should their performance careers not take off. I chose music education. He chose music business and production. He seemed a little worried about going to college to study music and I told him that as a young woman, I never thought I would become a therapist and use my music recording knowledge to help people. My hobby used to be making meditations for YouTube.  I couldn't keep doing it due to the content trolls.  It took a few hours each day to remove the copyright strikes against my videos because other people claimed they owned my voice or the sounds of the birds recorded in my front yard. What I eventually learned is that other ...