Warped Gratitude Blog

Today I am thankful for insight that helps me see how bad the gaslighting was in my relationship. During my previous marriage, it was common to find pages online that masqueraded as me that had potentially embarrassing information. There was the fake YouTube page with my name and the numeral 2.  It was allegedly suspended for sending nasty messages to people. There were also times my web pages were hacked and filled with potentially embarrassing stuff. For example, once my Amazon account was hacked and someone created a wish list with a lot of vibrators on it. I'm pretty sure my ex-husband pulled those pranks now. In the past month, I've found bizarre charges on my credit cards which were disputed. One of my banks sent me an email telling me that my personal information was found on the dark web. All of these things were taken care of. None of these things point to my ex-husband directly. ***** Enter King Soopers - Over the past month or so, I found myse...

Today I am thankful that I can still feel....irritation.  Dennis is at it again.   It's a shame I'm working 13 hours a day due to many friends who are sick with flu (or COVID-19).  I have to do what I can to help the homeless in the best way I can.  I work to help them get over addictions.  He posted this:  Guess what I'm going to do? I'll give you three guesses and the first two won't count. Love ya, S.

Today I am thankful for remembering my dreams and pondering the messages in them.  So.... I've been sleeping too much. I blame my liver. I've had liver pain for years.  I always thought it was my gallbladder. My gallbladder is fine. When the pain didn't subside, I assumed it was just fatty liver disease.  An ultrasound proved that it  wasn't. Then I thought I had cirrhosis due to my love of vitamins. It's not cirrhosis. I have a tumor. It seems benign but the doctor isn't sure.  I'm going to go in for a second MRI in the next few months. It sucks getting old. ********** I've had numerous comforting dreams of an old friend hugging me. Sometimes we share a bed in a very mundane fashion. . Being the prude I am, we are typically clothed as if we are hiking in Antarctica. The dream last night - well..... he asks to see me naked. I decline telling him that I'm insecure and ugly in my own skin. In this dream, I tur...