Warped Gratitude Blog

Today I am thankful for documentation. While logged in to my computer this morning, I walked away to get a diet soda (yeah, I know...that crap is worse than cigarettes)…. and when I returned, I noticed my command prompt box was open and someone was typing. all I saw was run.exe in the command prompt box. I disconnected my computer from the internet. **** So.... I need a new computer. I'm told I need to run " netstat -a ."   I did.  I'm not sure I understand what I'm seeing on the screen. I'll take it down to my crush at MicroCenter and ask him what he thinks. I'll probably just get a new computer.... they tend to be cheaper than fixing the old computers. Does this nonsense ever end? It started getting bad in January, the same time my ex-husband started getting nasty. All this does is confirm what the cops told me all those years ago.  My ex is stalking me to maintain control. It may not be him, so I'll just light a black c...

Today I am thankful for dreams of a recently deceased friend. The comforting thing about dreams of the deceased is that we experience the joy of seeing them again a mental conversation with them without an awareness that they are gone.   In this dream, we are visiting in her home.  She's playing a video game.  I'm unable to see the screen so I'm not sure which game she is playing. She's stellar at video games.  To be honest, for all I know it could have Pong.  We were both kids when that game came out.  She's kicking arse without really concentrating on the screen.  While she's playing her game, she glances at me periodically to try to talk me out of getting a hysterectomy.   I don't need a hysterectomy.  My uterus was mangled in a car accident when I was pregnant seventeen years ago.  The doctor thinks it would ease some of my physical pain.  The older I get, the more I consider it.  Cindy and...

Today, yet again, I am thankful for a place to document the crap. Some time between 8:15 am and 11:00 am, my garage door opened on it's own. Nothing appears to be missing, not even the credit card I kept in my unlocked car. I know for a fact the door was closed because I went out to get something out of our freezer around 8:15 am and the door was closed. Now, because I'm volunteering with nurses my schedule is erratic.  Some days I'm asked to work the overnight shift, some days I work the day shift and other days I work evenings. My sleep schedule is off.  The garage door must've opened during a nap I took between 9:30 and 11:00 today. I'm going to just disconnect the garage door opener.  I cannot imagine how this is happening. ***** Now.....I do have to press my garage door opener twice to get it to open.  I was informed that this meant there was a code grabber on the property. https://www.wired.com/2015/08/hackers-tiny-device-unlocks-cars-open...

Well, Today I'm thankful that I finally realize that the stalking isn't over.  I've always received emails from creeps claiming to know my passwords.  I get these on ALL of my email accounts....my business accounts and my personal accounts. I assume that these are just spammers who gleaned information from database breaches of the past because the passwords they tell me they have are very close to passwords I used a decade ago. Just now..... as I started to type an entry to document some weirdness from my ex, an orange box popped up claiming that I was logged out from Blogger at a different location. Password changed..... ***** It's not over, is it? I thought it had just moved to financial abuse and legal harassment. I guess not. The games are crazy-making.  It's fashionable for Colorado to coddle deadbeat dads and help them off the hook for child support and health insurance costs. It would probably be cheaper for me to hot foot the jack...